Ok, wait, let me back up. I'm not a to-do list person. Personality tests and a good look of things like my closet and drawers, and most days my desk at school, make that pretty clear. But recently I've been challenged to make a list each night of 3-5 important things that I need to accomplish the next day. I have found this task beneficial in trying to adjust to this new normal. But today, I had not done very well in checking off my list. In fact, there wasn't much on it. Not that I don't have plenty I could be doing- I just didn't follow through too well last night with planning for another day. I'm learning that other things take over when I don't have a plan.
And so it did today, as it turned into a work outside day- not on my list.
I found myself with a brush and some bleach, and ended up on the steps of our front porch. I've looked at them for
I took my brush and started scrubbing. I was making slow progress, I thought.
Our neighbor must have noticed my tedious work, and yelled over that they had a pressure washer we could borrow.
I was somewhat enjoying my scrubbing but my husband agreed to accept the offer and I soon a found a pressure washer in my hands for the very first time.
Our neighbor said "it's very therapeutic." He was correct.
His wife said, "You have to get close." Also correct.
I began on the porch. Before my eyes, the transformation began to take place.
Now for those of you who use one of these often, I'm sure it's no big deal. But to see the difference in the before and after was amazing. And yes, I found that I had to get very close with the nozzle to the source of the grit and grime, in order to make much of a difference. I could hold it 6-8 inches away, and while it might remove the outer layer of pollen and dirt, it took getting very close-up to really wash it all away. As I moved down - slowly, I might add- to the steps that appeared black, they soon became the orange-reddish color they were meant to be. I should've done this 12 years ago!
Once again, the lesson here was not lost on me,
How often do I just "brush over" the sin in my life? Or maybe I stand at a little bit of a distance, and ask for forgiveness, not really wanting to get close to the real problem.
But that's were the real cleansing comes. Up close and personal. Jesus gets close to the problem. When healing people, He asked them often, what did they want? He also often reached out and touched them. But both required them to admit what they needed, and to accept His touch, whether physical or spiritual, or both.
I noticed as I was washing, the closer I got, the cleaner it got.
That is the same with Jesus. The closer we get to Him, we first see how dirty we really are. But if we let Him, He will cleanse it all away.
I thought back to my neighbors words: "It's very therapeutic." The word therapeutic actually means "relating to the healing of disease." While this act of power-washing may be "therapy" for our mind or relieve some stress for the day, we all stand in need of something more therapeutic, something that needs healing in us.
The act was more for my porch steps than for me. The steps were "diseased." And so is my heart. We stand in need daily of a Savior. He is the Healer of our disease, the disease of sin.
This virus is rampant- but long before that, sin was. And there is only one Healer.
As Easter approaches, I want to find myself close to Him. I want Him close to me. I want to reflect on His blood that was shed, for "without the shedding of blood, there is no forgiveness of sins." Hebrews 9:22
That is the true power washing. Reminds me of an old hymn we use to sing!
"Wash me thoroughly from my iniquity and cleanse me from my sin!" Psalms 51:2
(I wish I had a before picture of the steps.)
I stopped at the sidewalk. It is a good reminder of what it looks like before and after. And that there's still much to be done- I daily need His mercy and grace. I guess that's why God continually uses cleaning in my life to teach me these lessons- He's still working on me!
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